i have words flowing
phrases pummeling
the inside of my head
and they all are aching
begging me
for a chance to get out.
they want their moment in the spotlight,
and yet
i can’t string them together so
they sit idle on the page.
Alone, or in groups of five or ten
they sound brilliant
but to form a hypothesis
or any inkling of complete thought
from these bits and pieces
tonight proves futile.
what I want to say is just
as obvious as it was
the last 112 times I said it
in as many different forms and paragraphs
couplets
and phrases
verses and choruses and bridges
I digress.
tonight the words won’t work for me
they don’t want to cooperate with each other
they are clawing,
clinging,
pushing one another stage left and
stage right
in efforts to steal the spotlight
and i am proving to be
an inexperienced director who can’t get
the best out of my actors…
the sentences
and lines
that should be painting you the picture that will
either make you smile this time
or make you cry…
i’ll clear the stage and dim the lights for now
until I find a better way to
script this idea
and not find my cast constantly yelling
“line!”
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