our lives are series of containers
I arrive at this conclusion
on a crisp winter’s day
as you lead me to
the spot in the ground where
part of your past is contained.
I hold you-
my arms containing
all you are feeling,
all we are thinking-
past memories and present tense
all present tensions
wrapped up,
intertwined in us.
We walk back
hand in hand to your car-
the container for this day’s journey-
and you stop and tell stories
contained in your head,
of an empty country church
and everything contained within
potluck dinners,
tall tales and a
trunk full of watermelons-
all the stories contained so neatly in your memory
and this is when I realize life
is nothing more than a series of containers:
coffins to hold loved ones
when the breath is no longer
contained in their lungs;
death, in its attempt to keep hope and love contained
fails in that
they still live ,
contained in little pockets of memories we share
and keep it all alive.
We head back to the home you are leaving behind
and beginning emptying the container so that it can
contain something new,
something else
something different.
Packing envelopes-
filled with letters & documents
papers & such
words that change the face of who we are
and trunks full of watermelons
and suitcases of belongings
and hopes and dreams and sunshine
contained in the bright winter sky and transferred into
my memory for posterity
and boxes and boxes
of books and clothes
and everything and anything else needed
just to get by on this journey-
and we pack our things until
only hope remains
just the way Pandora left it;
loading up our secrets…
something mysterious and beautiful and awesome.
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