the world ground to a halt
and sat waiting.
morning lingered; we slept like death
either I cannot remember the term for the feeling
or the feeling disappears when I remember the word
maybe
this will all blow over
someday.
I’d wave goodbye, but no one’s
even looking for me
manipulation begins again.
the world
working up a new spin:
so stop here and let me share with you
a beautiful secret
(if only you’d reach out your window to me
but you fail to even look my way)
I have no idea if
you think
parting is any sort of sorrow
at all.
you cannot help it; you were born without a heart
but I still waited to hear what you would say next–
despite myself
because of myself
tricking myself away from
painful emotion
good memories cutting too deep
bad memories embarrassing for us both
suddenly a bit of light from the window
hits your space
your side of the bed…
running together in my mind
we are like laurel and hardy
without the laughs.
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