madness swirls, light flows in
left to wake,
dreams escape my grasp.
Reality bursts the bubble
sharp as razors
or your tongue
my bleeding heart survives the brightness of the day.
Rays of sunshine,
long equated to happiness,
contentment…
now they hurt, they disrupt my escape
they bring back immense emotion
half a world away.
The blanket tries to smother them out
but my mind isn’t cooperating
I reach out,
for…you?
no, my glasses…though they make no difference in the end
I can never see the truth.
A yawn, I rub my eyes and pull on my jeans
and sit down with Frosted Flakes and your memory
one leaves a bad taste in my mouth
one reminds me of a past before you came.
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