deflating a dream

Lost without possibility

directed by necessity

not by choice.

Emotions flare;

fires rage in feelings abandoned

thought settles in the suburbs of my mind.

walking to the point in which decision becomes motivated

by desire

preference seems a weeks long journey:

from the hunger feeding my plans today

this meeting

this appointment with the future

set by fate, confirmed by destiny

may be canceled by providence

without given notice.

It wouldn’t matter anyway

because I won’t be around to pay the bill.